Olympic / Persona status again.
Apr. 15th, 2012 11:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jezzraI haven't gotten a damn thing done.
I've been spending most of my time fretting, concerned, feeling horrible, and worried half to death about my Dad, who I am calling the hospital on very shortly. I was going to ninja it on him if he continued to protest, but after the past couple days, he agreed he'd go first thing in the morning but wants to call his doctor first.
He's so super, super sick and has been for a couple weeks now. He'd seem like he was getting better, and then relapse badly. He can't breathe, I can count on my fingers how many times he's eaten much of anything in the past few weeks, can hardly manage to get himself out of his chair for bathroom breaks ((which to be fair, he usually doesn't get out of his chair so much to move around since he's only got one leg, but this is worse.))
Not to mention, his leg has been split open and leaking. I'm not sure what sort of level of concern to have for this. Eczema and psoriasis run in the family and he's always, always had it super bad. Once in a while it'll strike and make a nasty oozy wound when the skin splits that leaks forever and is hurty and annoying but eventually (if slowly) goes away. But I know he hasn't been taking anything resembling proper care of it due to his condition and I'm worried half to death that he'll lose that leg too.
Olympic fic not working out so well. Given a couple days after he's been in the hospital and such and they're working on him, I'll feel better once I get a phone call from him saying "This is what I have, they're fixing me up, and I'll be home again in X days."
If that does not turn out to be the case, I may have to withdraw from the competition and finish what I was working on sometime after as a ...consolation prize. I'll know soon. I truly hope I can finish but I know I can't if I'm in this emotional knot.
I've been spending most of my time fretting, concerned, feeling horrible, and worried half to death about my Dad, who I am calling the hospital on very shortly. I was going to ninja it on him if he continued to protest, but after the past couple days, he agreed he'd go first thing in the morning but wants to call his doctor first.
He's so super, super sick and has been for a couple weeks now. He'd seem like he was getting better, and then relapse badly. He can't breathe, I can count on my fingers how many times he's eaten much of anything in the past few weeks, can hardly manage to get himself out of his chair for bathroom breaks ((which to be fair, he usually doesn't get out of his chair so much to move around since he's only got one leg, but this is worse.))
Not to mention, his leg has been split open and leaking. I'm not sure what sort of level of concern to have for this. Eczema and psoriasis run in the family and he's always, always had it super bad. Once in a while it'll strike and make a nasty oozy wound when the skin splits that leaks forever and is hurty and annoying but eventually (if slowly) goes away. But I know he hasn't been taking anything resembling proper care of it due to his condition and I'm worried half to death that he'll lose that leg too.
Olympic fic not working out so well. Given a couple days after he's been in the hospital and such and they're working on him, I'll feel better once I get a phone call from him saying "This is what I have, they're fixing me up, and I'll be home again in X days."
If that does not turn out to be the case, I may have to withdraw from the competition and finish what I was working on sometime after as a ...consolation prize. I'll know soon. I truly hope I can finish but I know I can't if I'm in this emotional knot.
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on Mon, Apr. 16th, 2012 04:12 am (UTC)I can only imagine what you're going through right now. As I always say, real life comes first. Don't you worry your pretty little head about the online stuff, there's always gonna be a next time. Unfortunately, next times don't always happen in real life.
I'll be keeping you and your dad in my prayers! (Right now I'm. Imagining how weird its gonna sound: and please look over Jezz-ra and her father..lol you gotta love internet aquiantences)
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on Mon, Apr. 16th, 2012 04:53 am (UTC)Again, thanks, and Ill post again when I know more.
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on Mon, Apr. 16th, 2012 05:09 am (UTC)